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Monday, July 30, 2012

Bridesmaid Dress

So, this very pretty dress is my motivation for my journey. I have to wear this pretty dress as a bridesmaid in the wedding of a good friend from high school. The wedding is in October 2013 so I have about a year to fit my boobs into this dress. Strapless dresses and big boobs do not go together very well. I like the dress and it is very nice in person but my body isn't shaped for dresses. Dresses always make me look a million years pregnant. No matter the dress and no matter my weight, I always look pregnant in dresses. Le sigh...



Friday, July 27, 2012

Cravings?

What is a craving?

Is a craving when you look forward to a certain meal or food?

Is a craving when all you can think about is a certain meal or food and nothing satisfies you until you eat that meal or food?

Defining a craving can be subjective. What one person considers as a craving may differ from what another person considers a craving.

I view cravings as a yearning for a certain meal or food. Looking forward to a favorite salad at lunch or a favorite meal for dinner is not a craving. A craving is when all you can think about is that certain meal or food and nothing else you eat will satisfy you and the craving doesn't go away until you cave in.

In the book "Breaking Free from Emotional Eating", the author describes a craving as something that "hums" to you and you think about it and want it even before you see, smell, or taste it.

The Miriam Webster dictionary defines a craving as an intense, urgent, or abnormal desire or longing.

I bring this up because in conversation, I mentioned that I look forward to eating my favorite grinder from the pizza place in Brattleboro on Friday's. This person responded with "I don't crave that kind of stuff anymore since I gave up carbs". This is where I say that enjoying and looking forward to a favorite meal is not a craving. I don't spend the rest of my week waiting for it to be Friday so I can eat a grinder. (Well, I do spend my week waiting for it to be Friday but not for food reasons!) Some week's I don't feel like the grinder and I'll eat something else for lunch. I honestly have to say that I don't "crave" my grinder; I just really enjoy how yummy it is.



Monday, July 23, 2012

Food Diary for Monday July 23, 2012

I won't be posting my menu every day but so I can get the hang of blogging I am sharing today's menu. I appreciate any feedback in my menu for today. I always make room in my day for my mini ice cream cone at the end of the day!

Breakfast
Calories
Carbs
Fat
Protein
Fiber
50
13
0
3
5
80
0
7
5
0
27
6
0
1
2
157
19
7
9
7
Snack
18
1
0
3
0
130
22
4
2
3
148
23
4
5
3
Lunch
100
5
8
3
1
160
32
2
6
2
13
3
0
1
1
80
3
8
0
0
353
43
18
10
4
Snack
20
5
0
0
0
45
11
0
0
1
65
16
0
0
1
Dinner
150
0
2
31
0
230
41
5
6
2
380
41
7
37
2
Snack
100
14
5
1
0
45
11
0
0
1
145
25
5
1
1
Totals
1,248
167
41
62
18
Your Daily Goal
1,280
176
43
48
15
Remaining
32
9
2
-14
-3
Calories
Carbs
Fat
Protein
Fiber